I had a horrible argument with my mum of all people.
The reason I was unable to hold back is because I can no longer tolerate certain unacceptable things .. from anyone.
Unfortunately, there are those who will take my kindness for weakness
Do so at your peril
There are also those who think, because i'm the youngest 'child'.. i'm spoilt, and will forever be 12 yrs old.
12yrs is not my age, but may be the number of sexual partners I've had.. all at the same time in the same bed. ( It's not true, but yeah .. that's what i should have said...that would have upset my mum to the max)
There was a time when if someone made a disparaging remark, or I felt I wasn't being treated with the respect I deserve I'd leave it.
Now?... ( If pushed far enough) i'll f'in let you know in no uncertain terms what I think.
But the fact that it's still on my mind is perhaps a message that I need to practice walking away again
or perhaps the moral of the story is.. don't underestimate me, and don't push me. Whoever, you are I'll tu'n you over.
I can , and will bite back.
.. but i'll smile.. if that helps at all
I'm too grown to let anyone take the piss
I'm gonna have to go see her today though. I can't leave things like that.
Upset as I was, and as upset as my mum was, I love my mum, and I know that my mum, does, love me. I just annoy her at times. ( In fact no, It's not that I annoy her, it's that she doesn't really understand me... we're different people)
The irony is, mid way in the argument, she said the she's a coward and i'm not.. so I ended up defending her, and reminding her of all the brave things she's done!.
You raised a warrior mum, and be proud that you did
My brother called me last night and told me to watch Crimewatch
then he text-ed me later.. 'I hope you're watching'
Somehow, I resisted the urge to tell him to ... 'f*** off you freak!'.
I just said.. 'No, i'm not watching.,.. but thanks... and enjoy
I've better things to do.. like sleep.
somebody somewhere is Crazy.. lord knows I hope it's not me