Saturday, 6 April 2013

Wednesday, 3 April 2013

Shine Bright

Better day, better day , better day
No two days are completely alike, so yes, today has been a much better and brigher day.

Still waiting for C to wake, but looking brighter
Put Ti to sleep by reading aloud Africa Under Colonial Domination Domination 1880 - 1935, clearly he was riveted, but my voice is kinda coarse right now, and I still have a cough, plus I was mispronouncing names something chronic :).. to be honest.. I wasn't far behind him.. got as far as Egypt's colonial resistance and before I knew it I was in dreamland.
To be fair, I defo needed the rest.

So how does Dawna feel today?.. brighter..
It's okay.. just okay

Tuesday, 2 April 2013

Days like this

I've just heard from Ti that his best friend is in hospital. He's unconscious.
Apparently he has just been diagnosed with type 1 diabetes. Corey is studying Law at Brunel. He's an A* student, gaining A*'s in both GCSEs and A levels.
I've now been told that he may have brain damage. He has swelling.
I'm gutted. His family...
I've had a horrible few days.
This is the worst.
He's a lovely young man.. and I'm always happy to see him and Ti together.
Get well soon Corey. We're all praying for you.

Why is life so messed up at times?.

I feel a bit scared to be honest, sad for Corey, sad for Ti. Ti has type 1 diabetes too, but it's under control and he's had it since he was 7. I know he feels vulnerable right now, we're together in that (he's kinda shut down and wont talk)
:-( and you all know Ti's a talker right?. We can't go to see him yet, waiting for the go ahead.
As I said.. horrible few days.

April has gotten off to a very odd start
What will tomorrow bring?

I know everyday wont be all great and plain sailing, yet oddly enough.. when things are good they're really good.. when they're awful.. they can be bloody awful.
My mission right now is regain perspective..get centred again, be hopeful, positive, strong for Ti, open to the good things, and summon the strength to overcome the current difficulties.



Oh, and thank you for being there.....

Monday, 1 April 2013

All in.. It's April

Had an odd morning.
Was sure someone played an April fools joke on me, but they say not.
Yet even now I'm not sure.
I waited awhile for the lol.. but it didn't come, hasn't come, so who knows. No other information was forthcoming.

I'm not entirely sure I believe that things happen by chance. All is for a reason.
What that reason is.. often times I'm not sure.
Happy April all