Sunday, 6 January 2013

That Football thing

I'm not really into football any more.
It lost it's appeal for me awhile back.
Having said that.. if asked.. I 'support' Arsenal, and have done since childhood.
I don't follow the game any more though as for me it's become a farce.

Anyway. I know many people do, and I still cast a glance every now and then at what's occurring.
My question is, should black players walk off when they experience racist chants from the crowd?

Personally, I can't understand why 'until recently' they haven't.
Some say.. ahh it's not serious.. it's just a joke etc, but no... I feel they should walk straight off, every single one of them... taking the ball with them.

Clubs whose fans 'misbehave' could face bans.. so why don't they?

I guess because football is big business.
Entertaining as it may be for some, I feel football fans could boycott games if they wanted to. But I guess, it's something to watch. it's sport, and it's not happening to them.

Shame that.




This Britain season: Burning an Illusion (1981)

First feature film by Menelik Shabazz, director of the more recent film 'Lovers Rock'

Girlfriend - "What's all this then..movin' in??
Boyfriend - "I've nowhere to stay
Girlfriend - "Oh no"

This film, unlike the other (Pressure) has a male female relationship focus. I find it quite sad in the main. In fact, ended up quite tearful in places. Odd. It's just a film.



Saturday, 5 January 2013

This Britain season: Pressure (1975)

The 1st feature film of it's genre, directed by black brit Horace Ové.
Depicting the experience of a young 16 year old 2nd generation Black British boy.
Set in Ladbroke Grove, West London, an area with a large Caribbean population since the 1950s, Pressure explores the assimilation (or otherwise) of Caribbean people into British society
All part and parcel of my current study.
Tell you what.. I don't think it was meant to be necessarily.. but this film sure is funny in parts.

"Oh gawd!!.. after I cook all this food the boy going down di road to buy fish and chips!!.. Toe-nee.. Toe-nee.. you have money fi fish and chips?

Was never a 'lovers rock' kinda girl

My previous post may have given the impression I'm not keen on lovers rock.
But...anyone who reads my blog often should know by now that my taste does vary abit.
For the record.. I do like it.
I'm not big on lovers rock.. but I'm not small on it either.. it is what it is.

The 'thing' with lovers rock for me was less about the music...actually, it had very little to do with the music, in fact.. nothing, but rather what seemed to 'surround' it. At it's previous heights, what seemed to develop was a particular way of being.. an emptiness.. which at the time, bored me senseless.
Ladies with perms of one kind or another, men with little more to say than the ladies.. it was a little twee for me.

As I've mentioned, the music was fine.. but for some reason it seemed to zap the fire from the people who listened to it.
As though a part of them was awol..

A very 'permanent middled aged way of being'
I can dip in, and dip out.

I was never gonna be that girl

Yet to be fair, and on observation, every genre of music seems to impact on us as listeners in quite profound ways. Whether it's how we dress, speak, think, or behave.
Whether that music is reggae, classical, rock, indie, whatever....
Why?
Because music.... has great (metaphysical) power and influence


It's power and influence can often go unnoticed to it's listener.
Ever wonder why you feel angry or just plain pissed off in the car?
Check what you're listening to.
Turn that shit off.
Chances are the bpm is off the chain and your heart is racing faster than a fox in the country on hunt day.

Anyway


A J.K classic.
I need to go paint my nails :)

'Babylon' Vs Rasta

Did Babylon trump Rasta?

The visual emergence of Rasta’s in the 1970s in the U.K marked a transition in black British identity... marked in part by its difference to 1st generation immigrants to Britain.
It was a turning point.

In response to social and instituaitional racism, divisive policies, struggles with policing and denials of rights ect, many 2nd generation British 'blacks' begun to carve out a new identity.
Add to that, the global struggles for independence of former colonies, and it was an interesting time historically.

Whilst Rasta’s may have been distinguishable with the wearing of locks etc, many others identified with its basic premise but preferred to remain less visual, nevertheless, it’s arguable that 'Rasta' had one of the biggest impacts in the UK in terms of cultures of resistance, and a new way of being.
In music, those who couldn't handle the more militant stance or teachings of Rastafari may have opted for the softer more apologetic 'lovers rock' but let's face it, without Rasta.. there would have been no U.K lovers rock.

Who can say that Rasta (directly or indirectly) has not impacted on them in some way?..

A high price to pay?
Round 1


Rasta’s were ostracized. They found it difficult to gain employment, and were increasingly marginalized. Whilst we can argue that marginalisation was one of the building blocks to its appeal... the battle was on.
'Babylon' (oppressive immoral government policies, lack of virtue and the promotion of cash greed and the ungodly over a purer existence, individual and plural ... in short... fuckery...) verses Rasta.
Many black youths ‘messed up’ by the education system at the time, ultimately left school without qualifications and found it harder to find work, and those who appeared unwilling to assimilate and accept British ethnocentric ideas, were always to have a hard time.
Yet why didn’t Rasta’s fight back?.
Why are there few Rasta men in offices? or working in banks or business?
Why? Because they were told no, and they accepted it.

The women however did work, humbly becoming the matriarch at home, earning some men the unfavourable image of 'living off their women'.
True or false, that is not good for a man’s self esteem.

Round 2
I'm everywhere.. even your best friend will choose me in the end

Rasta’s saw ‘Babylon’ as the great corrupt monolith that will undoubtedly fall... collapsing into itself in a shameful heap.
Yet, it hasn’t happened yet.

‘Babylon’ may indeed be its own downfall, yet that cannot cloud the fact that Rasta's were knocked out by about the 2nd round... and sadly... very few were in their corner with a towel or water (Even those they supported, or thought they were struggling for)
Rasta could have provided a huge benefit to many employers...
Yet it didn’t happen
Rasta got lost in symbolism, and essentialist notions of what it is to be Rasta took over. Losing itself.. within itself.

One question to ask is did Rasta’s secretly fear Babylon, or honesty detest it.
Yet... I'm reminded that this is not a sprint.

Indeed, ‘Babylon' is not in great shape, and many ideas adopted by Rasta have been since adopted by many others.. as increasingly people begin to focus on livity ( aspiring to a higher way of being way of life).

Ital food, has been given the lovely bourgeoisie sounding term... ‘organic’.. or ‘healthy eating’ tweak.. More and more people want to grow their own, reggae music sells a few cars, and politicians may or may not chill out with green...it’s all good though.
We learn as we go along.
We may history every day.
Rasta’s biggest mistake may have been to opt out.. either that.. or their smartest move.

We await round 3

Friday, 4 January 2013

Little man

Little man is four today.

He's so cute.
"Are you coming nanny?"
"Yes bubba"
When I got there he showed me his new toy
"What's that?" I asked
"It's an IPad!!"

Wowwahwewah..
The minds of the young are no joke.. their brains able to process information at serious speed.. impressive.

How things have changed...I remember getting excited over comics..

These were my favs
ps.. It wasn't an Ipad -Ipad, but a toy.. as far as he was concerned though.. It was an Ipad.
Sweet









Thursday, 3 January 2013

Does size matter?

Well apparently it does.

A certain London council are considering docking benefit payments paid to people who are obese.. unless... they attend the gym.
A reporter interviewed a number of ( fat) people to find out what they thought, and all but one, thought the idea outragious.
'what an affront!!'

Before I get to that..I have a gripe.
Now, I've lost count of the number of times a large/larger person has walked up to me, or at the start of a conversation said...
" God!!.. you're so tall!!".. ( I'm not, at 5ft 8, I'd say I was average, just have long legs) still more importantly... "God!!".. they say.. "you're so skinnyyyyyyyy!!!"

This is often met with amusement of anyone else around, but is it funny?.. really?

Okay.. well try this..
If I walked up to a fat person and said.. "God you're so FAT!!!! ' chances are they'd feel absolutely horrified at my apparent lack of sensitivity, and rudeness.. cry into their cookies, and any onlookers may offer me a range of dirty looks.

Sizeist 'mo fo's'



So .. how did I feel about the fat tax..?

My gripe aside, I think the council are assuming that all fat people are fat for the same reason.. they eat more than they exercise. yet in reality that's not always the case. Some may ( genuinely) have a health condition, it may be hereditary, and then yes, some may just simply eat more calories than they burn
( not sure the big boned theory can fly any more)


I'd also just quickly point out that prisoners with drug additions who dont attend rehab, could be in breach of their licence, and technically, get sent back to prison. besides.. it's good that they get the help no?

So what next...? should wives and girlfrineds penalize(yay) boyfriends and husbands ( some may be lucky enough to have both) if they're not well hung enough?...
Should husbands or boyfriends ( yeah okay the same...) chest.. ( I mean just) decide not to contribute financially if their other halves have small breasts?..


Hmmmm.. that particular (fatiss) think tank, may need to think again

Doesn't carry weight

Oh... Happy New Year x