Brymo - Nothing's Ever Promised Tomorrow

I know I've said it before but I think Brymo's voice is amazing..

I could sit in a room with Brymo.. and write...
Without interruption
Just me.. and Brymo.

Weekend WOW Factor: What was said: Party conferences

I missed the party conference speeches this year so just catching up
Just in case you missed them too.. here are two for your viewing pleasure

Place to avoid... Cornwall? lol.. I jest.. but 100%.. really?...Wow





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and another

Deekay - Repete

Believe in yourself!

So I had a nice rest made a meal and feel much better!

Just allowing things to flow without trying to control things is actually a useful tip. (something I read some time ago and never really tried)
Cool

Anyway.. on a positive note.. I came across this and found it interesting.. plus a track I really like ( it's the beat)

Onwards and upwards people!! x

The challenges of life

This is quite a personal post, but sometimes it helps me to write things down.
It's possibly what I do best.
or not.
So this post simply comes under the banner of... life

Since my brother died, my other brother (who is a few years older than me) has really stepped up to the plate with regards to staying at my mums, sorting things at my brothers flat, and clearing her place.

Anyway, yesterday.. I got a call from my sister to tell me he had been rushed to the hospital with a suspected heart attack
It floored me.

I couldn't go.. and didn't.
It's unlike me, but I really didn't feel strong enough this time.
The update is he is stable, doing better and remains in hospital
I cant imagine what last night was like for my mum.

We are not having a great time.

I'm struggling a bit emotionally.
My closest friend came over and sat with me playing a 'saxon sound clash' tape until I fell asleep.
She understands that I just lost the brother I've been closest to all my life.. my ally.. and now... this...
J...the other brother who I am also really close to.

we've always been close because he is just the funniest person I know and makes me laugh.
He's also very loving.

I'm not dealing very well with these challenges but I'm trying my best to be strong and solider on.
But there are times when I just need to cry, and be held.
To add to it , I couldn't get Mr K on the phone ( but that's another story)

Yesterday .. I explained to my friend that I felt really exposed, a bit scared, and unprotected.
I guess I shouldn't say that

There's always god..
..and Freddie Mcgregor

This was one of the songs on the tape.
An old favourite of mine..

Sing Freddie.... we love you.. and thanks

Good morning x

J. Martins - Kwaroro - my song of the day :)

Iyanya ft. Lil Kesh - Okamfo

I want more men in these videos.. feel short changed here :)

Friday feeling.. have a great day x