Pre birthday blues

I’m not in a good mood today.
By far I’m more fed up than in a ‘bad’ mood... more like sad mood. I woke up and it felt extremely cold... it was cold... despite my duvet... despite my bears.
Same old same old may sum up my mood, in that I’m tired of the same old same old.
Whether that be thought, word, or action.

It’s approaching winter, and like the winter before it, I’m beginning to get the feeling of deja vous. I love the sights and sounds, even the movies...but I fucking hate Christmas.
There.. I said it.