Still..

I still make mistakes
Still should know better
Still fret and worry
Would love to be prettier

Still sulk on occasions
Frown on vacation
Still have a weakness - give in to temptation

Still love warm Sunday mornings
Think love is forever
Still spend my last pounds on a pretty picture or sweater

Still allow my mind to take me down a road of despair
convinced of upset that isn't even there
Still cry over nothing at night in the dark
Still enjoy walking in my local park

Still I am hopeful if a bit naive
Still it's my way and to it I cleave
Still I am good - occasionally bad
Still I will always be
Perpetually sad

Still I am joyous
Happy to be
Still to be loyally
Still loving me